Sabtu, 9 Mac 2013

isu semasa 2013

Assalamualaikum..hello..hai..안녕

lama..memang lama dah tak menulis di diary maya saya ni..
busy sikit sejak 2 menjak ni..
awal tahun 2013..kita semua dikejutkan dengan berita pencerobohan sabah oleh kumpulan pengganas Sulu
bermula dari itu..mulalah timbul lagi provokasi2 dari rakyat2 negara lain..
malaysia dikecam dengan kata-kata nista..
rasa sayu, pilu  dan terkilan...
sebagai rakyat malaysia yang sentiasa sayangkan malaysia
saya tak faham kenapa semua ni terjadi..mungkin salah saya jugak tak belajar sejarah betul2 dulu
saya akui saya memang jahil bab2 ni semua so tak berani nak komen lebih2..
tapi still, saya betul2 tak faham dengan mentaliti orang2 yang buat perangai macam ni..
kenapa lah kite negara2 yang berjiran ni tak boleh hidup aman damai tanpa rasa dengki atau hasrat ingin menjatuhkan orang lain?
negara kita ni dah la kecil je..tak besar mana pun..
salahkah kalau hidup rukun damai?
sesungguhnya saya benci keganasan dan perperangan..
semua tu tak bawa kita kemana2..
sebagai manusia yang mengaku diri sudah bertamadun..jauh bertamadun dari zaman pra-sejarah dulu..
tidakkah rundingan itu jalan terbaik?
mengapa mesti gunakan kekerasan?
tidakkah kita sedar? kekerasan itu hanya membawa kebinasaan..kepada kedua2 pihak..
tiada yang beruntung kalau kita kekerasan dah terlibat..
lihatlah apa yang terjadi di lahad datu,sabah..tidakkah kasihan melihat para isteri menjadi janda..
anak2 menjadi yatim hanya kerana kerakusan manusia..
mana pergi belas kasihan dan rasa kasih sayang sesama kita manusia?

sudah letih akalku ni memikirkan..
sebab paling bernas kenapa mereka hingga sanggup melakukan perkara terkutuk tu..
tapi masih tak dapat jawapan..
kalaulah pengganas tu boleh membaca dan mengerti luahan hati saya ni..
alangkah bagusnya...

akhir kata.. al-fatihah pada bunga2 bangsa yang gugur mempertahankan kedaulatan tanah tumpah kita..
jasamu kami kenang hingga ke akhir hayat..
terima kasih perwira nusaku.. :-)
semoga rohmu tenang dan damai di sana.....

Isnin, 17 Disember 2012

begitu lama ku tinggalkan penulisan di alam maya ni..hehehe...
di waktu hari cenggini...ble hati dilanda bosan dan xlrt da nk men game...
mula lah ak buka kmbali lembaran maya ku yg satu ini..hajat di hati nak merapu..kui3..
sesape rse xpntg leyh blah dlu..:-)

so mne nak start..?

skng ni aku dlm proses posting dermatology atau nme lainnya bhgn kulit..
posting free..sgattt free...tayah g hospital jaga malam...
cuma kne g klinik pg2 n ptg ad kelas..
kalau tak pun doc tnya2 laa...
kre cm pop kuiz...

tp ni yg bt ak letih sbnryny...
ak ni da la xrjen nk membca buku...
klu novel tu rjen ler...

rsau gak ak cne nk truskan hdup ngan prgi yg pemalas ni...
sob3...

n...lately...
ak bukan lg kte jatuh cinta...
ni da thap tergolek2 dah hati ak..
*teramat lah hiperbola nye sbb hati tu adlh organ yg bukannye bulat..so supposedly xleyh la nk bergolek kan....*

pada sape..?
pd insan yg sentiasa bt ak moved dgn kata2 indah die..
sygnya die xpnh tau pun ak ni wujud kt ceruk dunia ni...hahaha
sedih..? ttau nk kata..redha j laaa...

jum kte sesama bce ayat ni..

when i suddenly think of you and those clear and bright eyes..
they suddenly appear up in sky floating above the crescent moon
if it's possible as i fall asleepand drift into a dream..
i wish i could send my longing through that room's window

so just like that as i keep on thinking of you
you're probably still not aware of this feeling that is welling up
even if i'm away, don't forget
that i paint your shadow in strokes of dear longing
i'm always by your side

miss you..sorrow...such words come to mind
as i'm drowning in the mood carried over by a light breeze
feeling nostalgic again and now..
little by little i inhale deeply into this chest..
the memory of your scent

and when u realize it...the whole world is filled with you
and I..cannot stop this overflowing feeling..
don't be afraid of dark anymore..
because as long as you close your eyes..
there will definitely be me..watching over you
like a bright moon

so, even we're apart...
because you keep on illuminating my sky..
don't forget..i'm always by your side...

i'm imagining my one prince charming singing me this song while playing piano..
it would be the best ever....

tp tu sume angan2 lah kan....prince charming dlm minda ak tu takkan jumpa ak punye lahh...
hahhaa..so leyh stop brgn skng n start bt keje...

oryte..keje sekolah melambak cikgu bg bekal td..klu xstart skng xsmpt nti..esok dah la kne g kul 8...
okeyh..nxt entry kte sembang g k...

bye...

Sabtu, 2 Jun 2012

selamat ulang tahun utk EN. AGUNG n selamat hari gawai

sempena 2 JUN 2012 ni..sye nak mengucapkan selamat hari keputeraan untuk DYMM
Almu'tasimu Billahi Muhibbuddin Tuanku AlHaj Abdul Halim Mu'adzam Shah Ibni AlMarhum Sultan Badlishah
D.K., D.K.H., D.K.M., D.M.N., D.U.K., D.M.K.,D.K.(KELANTAN), D.K.(PAHANG), D.K.(SELANGOR), D.K.(PERLIS),D.K.(NEGERI SEMBILAN), D.K.(JOHOR), D.K.(TERENGGANU),D.K.(PERAK), D.K.(BRUNEI), D.P.(SARAWAK), D.U.N.M, S.P.M.K., S.S.D.K., D.H.M.S., D.G.M.K., GRAND CORDON OF THE ORDER OF THE RISING SUN OF JAPAN, BINTANG MAHA PUTRA ADIPRADANA (INDONESIA), ORDER OF THE RAMMATA THAILAND, HONOURABLE KNIGHT GRAND CROSS ORDER OF THE BATH OF U.K., ASSO.KNIGHT ORDER OF ST.JOHN., HON. PH.D (UUM)
 dan juga selamat hr gawai....:-) untuk penduduk kaum dayak di sarawak dan seluruh dunia..hehehhehehhehehehehehehe

last time sye jnji nk bg lirik lagu yg sye ske sgt tu kan.... :-)


Ijen apeuji ma ijen uljido ma
Naega neoreul jikyeo jundago neowa yeong wonhi hamkkerago
Sarangeul mideobwa dashin duryeowo ma
Neoreul haeng bokhage haejuge tago ireohke ni apeseo ineunde

Nae moksumeul geonda nae moksumeul geonda
Naega neoreul sarang hagiye nae moksum kkaji geonda
Ireon naema eumeul neon ani jakku bogo shipeun mam ani
Sarang hagiye nan moksumdo geonda
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/0-9/2pm/i_will_give_you_my_life.html ]
Ijen honja anya nawa hamkke janha
Sesange jichyeoseo himi deul ttaedo naega neoreul wiro hajanha
Sarangeul mideobwa ijen nareul jikyeobwa
Neoreul haeng bokhage haejuge tago ireohke ni apeseo ineunde

Nae moksumeul geonda nae moksumeul geonda
Naega neoreul sarang hagiye nae moksum kkaji geonda
Ireon naema eumeul neon ani jakku bogo shipeun mam ani
Sarang hagiye nan moksumdo geonda

Eotteon geoto uril galla noheulsu eopgiye
Amado urin unmyeong igeji, oh

Nae moksumeul geonda nae moksumeul geonda
Naega neoreul sarang hagiye nae moksum kkaji geonda
Ireon naema eumeul neon ani jakku bogo shipeun mam ani
Sarang hagiye nan moksumdo geonda, sarang hagiye nan geonda


Don’t hurt anymore, don’t cry anymore
i’m going to watch over you, we’ll be together forever
believe in love, don’t be scared anymore
i’m standing in front of you like this, telling you i will make you happy

I’m risking my life, i’m risking my life
in order to love you i’m risking even my life
do you know my heart, the heart that keeps wanting to see you? In order to love, i’m risking my life

You’re not alone now, you’re together with me
when you’re tired of life and when it gets hard, i will comfort you
believe in love, watch over me now
i’m standing in front of you like this, telling you i will make you happy

I’m risking my life, i’m risking my life
in order to love you i’m risking even my life
do you know my heart, the heart that keeps wanting to see you? In order to love, i’m risking my life

Nothing can tear us apart, however you see it,
it’s our destiny

I’m risking my life, i’m risking my life
in order to love you i’m risking even my life
do you know my heart, the heart that keeps wanting to see you? In order to love, i’m risking my life
In order to love you, i’m risking it all.

Khamis, 31 Mei 2012

~fallen in love~

what do u think when u read my post title? curious? hehehehehee...
as always...bru sye pasan blog sye ni last hupdate thun lepas...skng da nk msuk bulan june 2012...
ad la 6 bulan gak sye abandoned kan blog ni..sian kt die..hik3

ttbe ad mse yg xbpe nk lapang ni..hati terasa nk menaip....ngee...
recently I've fallen deeply in love....
and i fall deeper...hope this love would end soon...
cuz this love really distract me...i've been dysfunction for quite few weeks now...

these are the causes of my fall... :-D

"don't hurt anymore, don't cry anymore
i'm going to watch over u, we'll be together 4eva
believe in love, don't be scared anymore
i'm standing in front of u like this, telling u i'll make u happy"

tell me how i can resist the fall with this?
dialunkan dgn melody yg so soothing n harmony....
hmmm....

da dpt lum sye fall in love ngan sape..?
atau lbh tpt nye ap..?

ngehehehhe....
bg yg msih blur tu...
meh la sye bgtau...sian lak perah otak lme2..kering jap g otak tu..hahaha
actually..i've fallen in love with.....

~2PM KPOP BAND...~

lagu dorg sume sweet n sdap....hehehee
mmg ske sgt2 laa...right now i'm a bit fanatic ngan dorg ni....
klu jpe rse nk mrh j dorg sbb bt sye xleyh  nk fokus bt keje..hahhaa
cute...sweet...n talented.....

tp xleyh nk idolized sgt kan artis2 ni..sooooo
trying my best to control these symptoms of fallen in love...
hahaha...

next entry sye gtau lirik lagu ap yg sye buh sket kt atas td ye,.
skng ni nk kne smbg stdy dlu..hahaha...

see u soon.... :-)



Rabu, 3 Ogos 2011

telatah sikecil=)

sempena awal ramadhan ni..adik beradik sye yang merantau sume balik kampung...
so mse menyambut 1 ramadhan hr tu..rumah kami mmg riuh dgn suara anak2 kecil..
sepanjang 3hari melihat pelbagai telatah dan keletah mereka buat sye sgt3 happy...
dorg sgt2 lah comeiiinyaa....nti sye akn upload gmbr dorg bg u ols sume tgok..
n smlm akak2 sye da blik ke kediaman masing2...harini kami bersahur 4 org j..
gler ah sunyi..sob3...rindu da menggamit walaupun bru sehari xjupe..sob3
33 orang budak yang sgt comel=)
abang n adik=)
"meh sini abang nk angkat...", kata ahmad hasif =)
"syg adik ni sgt.." kata ahmad hasif..."abang...jgn cium..rimas laaaaa" jerit mohd azri imran..=)
"turn abg lak nek push car ni..mcm syok j tgok adik naik td " kata hasif =)

kt atas ni gmbr2 dorg yg sgt cute=)

Selasa, 21 Jun 2011

the DAY!!!

hehhe..mesti sume orang tertanya2 npe tajuk ni the Day=)
*bajet j..pdhal xde sape pun nk tau..ngee*
sye bg nme entri kali ni the DAY sbb hari ni rasmi lah sye balik mesia....
n sye xperlu nk blik stdy kt indo g dah...
ini lah hari yang kami sume stdnt batch sye *ACMS-USU* nanti2 kan...
sejak hari pertama kami di OSPEK waktu mggu orientasi...
smpi lah smlm...mmg membuak2 hati nak BALIK MESIA!!!
hik3..akhirnya..hari utk sye dah tiba...
some of my frens lg awal..2,3 hari lepas dorg balik dah...
n some others masih di sana menyelesaikan urusan yang xsiap2...
mmg leceh berurusan di sana..kne bnyk2 sabar..
hehehe...skng ni...sye msih kt LCCT...
mnnti dan trus menanti...xsbr nk btul2 smpi umah...
makkk...
nak tdo ngan mak..oyeah3...
he3...xsbr nk tggu lg beberapa jam...
b4 zuhur smpi la kut..harap xjammed jlan...
hik3...just now somebody ask me wether i am iranian....
do i look like an iranian girl..??
*hik3....i am malaysian....proud to b malaysian=)..*
okeyh..pnjg da ni...bnyk lak sye melalut...ngee..okeyh..
see u olz in next entry=D

Selasa, 17 Mei 2011

kembali beraksi=)

lme betul dah rsenye xmenaip kt alam maya ni..
any way..i noe nobody gonna miss my presence...
tp xkesa la..cuz i'm not writing only for others to read..=)
okeyh..ni smbungan crta hr tu...smpi2 kt medan..mcm biasa...
harungi tiap hari yg berlalu pnuh sbar...
lately medan sgt pnas=(.....
mmg xthn....mujur la ad satu hari tu hujan..then medan xsepanas besa...
ahad lepas...my friends and i g pnjat gunung..wanna see some picture..??
ujung entri ni nti i upload pics kayh=)...
ni nak crta perjalanan menuju puncak gunung...nma gunung tu sibayak=)
satu dari gunung berapi yang xaktif kt medan ni...
perjalanan kami bermula pd jam 0500 WIB....sbb hajat ktrg nk tgok sunrise..
mlangnya..perjalanan tu sgt lah panjangnye...
smpikan kte da leyh bt solat dhuha ble smpi kaki puncak gunung tu=(....
n perjalanan die sgtlah amat mencabar....fell like crying all the way up...mmg gler ahh...
never thought i'd make it through....smpi di kaki puncak tu..ktrg berehat jap...
then my dearest fren, kahdijah binti mahmud ajak nek puncak die..
ni siyesli puncak tau...yg pling tggi..=D...
at first i was hesitated..but then fikir2 ini once in lifetime chance...
then..gagahkan gak kaki even da rse mcm nk tecabut time tuh...
ditmbh lak ngan one of my dear frens duk kerek2 kte die da smpi puncak..then..
ak pun ap g...xleyh nk mengalah..ahahaha...
smpi j kt puncak gunung tu...menjerit2 ak happy sgt....
prsn mse tu Tuhan j yg tahu...
pemandangan dr atas..siyesli...soooooo beautifull.....feel free sgt...
hilang sume probs yg beserabut dlm kepala....
mmg rse tmau trun...=D













tu la prsn pling indah dlm hidup...i think..=)